'Cause you said, said he was the one
Baby yes you said, said you were in love
& the name goes by S H A N T I PRIYA
Yeah, I know, I'm famous,
you may ask for my signature if you see me on the streets,
but not a photograph, because I'm not photogenic.
My hobbies include rearranging the words on the signboards
Nah.I dont need a man to prove anyone wrong anym
Yeah, that's all you have to know.
'Cause if you know too much, I would have to flush you down the drain .
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Thursday, May 19, 2011, 10:26 PM
Alrights , i think there's something wrong with the pic uploading thingI've not been uploading any photos lately ,
im sorry :/
Oh well , i had this heart to heart talk with kala the other day
& boy i can tell you , i still like you with all my heart .
its too tough to leave someone who changed you for the better ,
he made me study for my worst subjects , he motivated me to
pray & he even made me go for prayers every weekend .
Not forgetting that he showed me that all are guys are never the same
& he never did control me like how any other guy would have done in
his place
but yet , like how all good things come to an end , he chose to leave me .
Maybe , i was in the wrong . Maybe i was never good enough ,
or maybe , just maybe he used me :/
I dont know , i swear i've no idea what's gotten into me .
but all i know is that , he was one guy who swept me off my feet
& made me change my stupid stereotypical thinking about guys .
I'm glad he did that , but now i miss him .
I miss him to bits , i needa talk to him . I need to tell him how much
life's been a living hell without him . I need to let him know that , i need
him to be there again for me , like how we always were & i want to let him know
i love him
Yes i tried to move on , i tried to move away but look at things ,
sunday was a killer , i cried like so bad after looking at you . You mean so
much to me , why are you doing like this now ? it hurts so freaking bad .
Im so fake , i put up a stinky strong front to everyone but i crumble
EVERY night when i think about you . Its that bad boo . I tried to mingle
with other people . Yes im sorry but its up to no use , i've been talking about you
all the time and now every guy would know , how much of a gem of a guy you are
& im sure that NO guy would ever replace you .
Oh you what boo ? i passed every single subject . But i flunked my Bio big time da ,
you know how much i love bio , but i scored a damm C for that paper . I cried , my
mind wasn't with me cause each time i studied my notes , you came into my mind .
I remember studying nutrients with you , i remember asking you to teach me TOA , CAH
SOH over the phone at night . I've remembered so much , this is what that kills me
each day :( just come back will you
well , i guess this would probably never happen .
I bet , nobody will ever read this . It sucks being me , i just hate being this way
i miss you , your late night calls . you're smoking sessions with me ,
you're bukit batok adventures & you're OCH & teddy bear treat for me ,
i miss that hug , that one damm hug . It still puts a smile on my face even if i were
to think about it now . I'm sorry , i guess these will never happen .
I just miss you so :'(