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'Cause you said, said he was the one
Baby yes you said, said you were in love
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Saturday, October 29, 2011, 1:00 AM
I thought you were someone I could trust.
But you let my heart slip from your hands, and I watched, lost in shock and in betrayal, as it shattered in a beautiful, glittering mess at your feet. And you smiled at me, smiled sympathetically, an apology ready on your lips.
And I, I can only gasp for air. The pain, it is indescribable. It blinds me, leaves me numb for a second, before it sinks its teeth into my empty hollow of a chest. It wraps itself around my throat, choking me, leaving me voiceless. Speechless. All anyone can ask me is if I’m all right, and all I can do is nod, because how could I ever explain? How can they ever know, how will they ever know what it feels like, how can they know how completely, utterly, hopelessly lost, empty, and alone I am at this precise moment?
How can they know how bittersweet the taste of betrayal is? The knowledge that I gave my all, my everything, for someone, to someone, but I couldn’t save my own heart? How I struggle between the need to cry and the desire to appear strong, to hold myself together? How I desperately need to run, to get rid of the anguish chasing me, overwhelming me? How my eyes fill with tears, but never spill over?
It is so hard to breathe, and even harder to forgive. |
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